In July 2018, Futuro Lleno de Esperanza welcomed four international interns to live and work with and in our community. They've been asked to share their experience in the form of a blogpost.
If you are interested in experiencing the Dominican Republic in the summer of 2019, we will be launching our intern applications in the coming weeks. We strive to offer low cost international experiences for teenagers that benefit both our community and the interns development and growth.
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It’s been about a 50
days since I returned from a long, exhausting, unpredictable and wonderful trip
to the Dominican Republic. Looking back at the substance of the time spent
there is easy: I can list off what I did, the camps we put on with Futuro and the
cultural norms that I picked up on. A
panoramic view of my time there looks exciting, but all in all, fairly simple.
But that doesn’t feel right. It’s difficult to describe precisely what I
learned with Futuro, and as a new college, new town, new friends, and a new
life have begun for me back in the States, the feeling from the DR has faded a
bit more. But, it’s not gone. And it is worth talking about.
For
those unfamiliar, Futuro Lleno de Esperanza (FLE) is a not-for-profit,
faith-based organization in Santiago, Dominican Republic. I spent my time
specifically at the Cienfuegos chapter of FLE, in the largest urban subsector of Santiago. Futuro’s primary ministry is based in service and
mission work towards Haitians in the Dominican Republic. The reasons for that
are many, and the current issues surrounding Haitians in the DR is worth
looking into, if you’re interested. However, FLE Cienfuegos is a bit different
and has evolved, as a function of its location, into a preschool and community
center serving a Dominican population. FLE Cienfuegos supplies early
educational opportunities for children, nutritional programs and much more to
its adjacent community. Most of all, however, it’s a safe place to play and a
glimpse into something more.
The
idea for me to intern at Futuro first originated towards the end of a week long
mission trip at FLE with St. Marks Venice youth group (shoutout to the amazing
Jackie Overton). Towards the end of that week, the idea of me returning, alone,
to intern for a longer period of time came up. Then it disappeared for a while.
Eventually, months later, after much conflict and indecisiveness, I decided
that I would in fact spend most of July interning at Futuro. High school ended,
summer began, and soon enough I was on a plane to Santiago.
This
post isn’t meant to be an aggregate composite of many daily journal entries. I
could spend pages on many days of corner store trips, adventures around the
country, nights at the car wash, flagging down rides and more. If you’re
interested, give me a shout! (or better yet Melanie - she has far
better stories than me) I’m also sad that I’m not going to devote pages to the
fabulous other interns I spent time with - Anni, Lee, Chris and Alex. They
rock. I also won’t try and delve into explaining the culture of poverty and the
cycle of need. Instead of all that, I want to focus on one big idea that
dominated the trip: dependence.
Many
of the children in Cien Fuegos, specifically the boys, look hardened. Not just
in their thick calluses but in their swaggering walk, scrunched up faces and
rough shouts. It seems like they use everything in their being to exude
toughness. They start fights, yell at each other and lose their tempers quickly.
They’re also mostly less than eight years old. However, despite how independiente they work to appear,
there’s always moments where the dependent child gleams through. I remember one
day, a 6 year old boy named Angel sauntered into the playground. He stopped
upon entering, taking a moment to stand tall and survey the area. Then, with
fists balled tightly, he walked all the way over to the swing set and said, in
a high pitched, earnest voice, “arriba!” and jumped up and down, eagerly asking
for help getting onto the swingset.
I entered into this
experience feeling pretty good about myself. I was a young, independent
international traveler who was doing service in a foreign country. I was going
to have all of these cool experiences of adventuring and exploring. What I had
forgotten about was how utterly dependent I was, and that my independence
didn’t look exactly as I had imagined. Time in Santiago slapped me in the face
with my inadequate Spanish, my cultural confusion, my shyness in talking to
strangers, my lacking cooking ability and vast failure at mastering public
transportation. I was not and am not independent. I am so dependent on others
(thank you Melanie) to help me.
My exit from the
Dominican and enrollment in college has heightened my understanding of
dependence in my life. And I’m being reminded that, ultimately, Christ is the
only one that can fulfill my needs. Dependence on Him gets me through the
school day, puts social and career anxiety to peace, leads to abundant life
experience. Dependence on Him, prevents resource scarcity in the Dominican from
driving us insane. It reminds us that we are just a part of Him, and the little
that we can do has infinite meaning that we cannot see. Dependence on Him
reminds me that the very act of going to the Dominican was a gift from Him, and
not of my own doing. I’m still struggling with my desire to be an independent
adventurer in life, but my time at Futuro taught me that, at the end of the
day, we all need someone to help us up onto the swing.